If someone would please explain why I am up at 2:30am I would be forever grateful. I mean seriously, I love to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to BE ASLEEP. Ever since I had this lovely hysterectomy and receive these lovely hot flashes, my sleep schedule is totally fucked up. I HATE INSOMNIA and that is exactly what I have. Yes I am a nurse, but I have no idea what is going on with my own body right now. It is like a monster has taken over and kidnapped me. My inner being has been abducted and I am left with this shell of a stranger.
There is only so much Big Brother After Dark I can watch.....there is only so much ID channel I can watch.....there is only so many sheep I can count or Twitter birds, or whatever....chirp chirp chirp
So I sit in my living room and watch George Lopez....and listen to the fish tank....and not sleep......
Someone just tweeted me and said I should play a game of reverse psychology with myself and tell myself I am going to stay up all night.
Honey, I have had my share of all nighters, I don't want any, anymore. I want to sleep.........
I think I will write my cousin a letter. Yes, this is what I shall do. I will be productive while I am wide awake (still wanting to sleep).......These hormone replacement pills are a fucking joke. S E R I O U S L Y.
Peace Out!
Rach
Rachell, in few words. your estrogen levels was changed after the surgery. HRT pills they gave you may not be enouph.
ReplyDeleteyou may want to look into DHEA and Progesterone.
good luck, Rachell.
(and I wish your AC problem will be fixed today :-)