One more thing...

Recently...more like the past year, my life has been filled with drama, my father being diagnosed with brain cancer, my father dying, my entire puppymillbitch situation, more drama, and now my son being diagnosed and I am still fighting to get him seen by a specialist....But I want to say this:

I am so grateful for the life I do have.  I know it could be so much worse.  I know there are people in a hell of a lot worse situations.  I am grateful for my family, my friends, and just being able to make it in this world.  I don't take anything for granted. NOTHING.  I know I probably seem like a bitch, or a whiner, or a huge complainer....but I just want to say I am sooooo thankful and I am so blessed with having what I do have in my life and having WHO I have in my life.

So blogging has become kind of an outlet for me...but I just want to be clear.  I know I have a big heart and I am not scared to use it.  I love my life and wouldn't change a thing because I am who I am today because of everything I went through....all the trials and tribulations have made me stronger.

So thank you friends, thank you for putting up with me and mostly, thank you for ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT!! When I say it means a lot, IT MEANS A LOT.  People have trashed me, called me names, said I was a bad mother....ect....but I know I am a good person and my parenting is my number one priority.  I am not perfect by any means, but I won't give up a fight for any of my kids.  I will fight for them all, and I thank you all for the support you have given me through everything.

Have a good weekend
xoxoxoxoxo
Rach